I swear if i dont find a way to straighten everything out, get my life in order than im going to be stuck here. Stuck in a place, in a rut. Stuck in this house, stuck in this area, surrounded by people who give me nothing but hard times and thrive on seeing me unhappy. I. just. cant! i cant deal anymore. I have to find a way out. A way to be happy. Cause this isnt it. And i wont allow situations and other people to change my nature, change the person i am, change my heart. I wont let them take something good and rot it out, make it evil, make it mad, or angry. I intend on keeping my heart golden as long as i can.

I have to get out before everything and anyone takes that, what i have left, away from me.

what do you do….

when EveryThing feels like its falling apart ???

:’(

I miss my to infinity and beyond…

i just wish things would go back to how they used to be

i miss alll the love, and the feeling of being special and feeling on top of the world..

i miss him a little too much

and i shouldnt

So far so good <3 :]